Saturday, March 15, 2008
nowadays, i'm always bombarded with tears.... and is all sudden tears, this time i'm really sad that my parents and my bro gonna be away from HOME for a week. which means that they will only be back next week. My closest kins just left dear little me in singapore and they go china, go Taiwan..... The dear lil me has to water plants, burn incense, wash minimal clothes, feed fishes and 10 yr old turtle and of course feed myself. I just heard "yi ge ren" from jolin and started to cry, dunno whether i should laugh at this or what... cause this suppose to be a sad love song. ya, rotting at home for the moment after the stressful work in the morning with no one to complain to. i still have to think of what to eat for dinner. i think perhaps by the time they come back, i will be slimmer cause i seriously have no appetitte. i looked so calm in front of them when they left this morning, i still say YEA YEA, i can handle it myself. Ya, i can handle but i start to miss them like 3 hrs ltr? Humming... "LONELY, I'M SO LONELY, I HAVE NOBODY to call my own...."Ok.... at least work today is alright and less stressful cause i manage to balance without any missing coins( almost lost 5 cent coin last week, but luckily found it like after an hr ltr?) Somemore i'm like the first few to close my position- so mood for today's work is Happy!Feel really grateful to have these nice colleagues-some is like lame and the cisco guard to help me and encourage me when i encounter any problems.in sch, luckily i still have julia to pei wo if not i really gonna die of isolation and depression. Hhaha, maybe not so serious. haiz, i thought i will feel FREE when my parents went overseas but it seems that is not the case... haiz.... see my smiles in a week?Looking forward to tmr-guzheng, mon-lects with ju, tues-kboxing with val,sandy,evonnes and ju, wed-sch and perhaps clubbing, thurs rest, fri- east coasting with parteh animals, sat-work and they will be back by then. CHEER UP!
Saturday, March 15, 2008